I-THOU
I sit
In a coffee-house
As I so often do,
Alone,
But never
Left alone
Sitting anonymously
In the warming crowd
Disappearing
In a favorite
Stuffed oversized
Chair
As if hiding
In a peaceful
Winter cloud.
I peer
Outward
Smiling
Inwardly
With my
Body tingling
In restful
Relaxation.
A man
At a small table
Sits by himself
Next to chilly
Drafty glass,
Struggling not
To cry.
Tears
Escape his eyes
As his head
Trembles,
Just a bit,
And he takes
Off his glasses,
Coughing,
Feigning,
Quite convincingly,
A cold
Or allergies
And for a few
Ephemeral seconds
I feel
What it is like
To be him –
To be
Left alone
And so,
For a moment,
I, too,
Shake
As if some kind
Of spiritual
Power surge
Flows through me,
And then,
So quickly
I am back,
Floating in peace
On the wheels
Of Cuban music.
The man coughs
Again,
This time
Even more convincingly,
But there is
Nothing to say –
Nothing to console
As I don’t
Know him
And can’t
Sustain
His hell.
I pray.
Once again
I feel the man’s
Palpitating heart
And I spiritually
Touch him
Bathing him
In pink promising light.
Now he is “OK,”
Touching his
Expertly
Styled hair
And gets lost
In turning
Newspaper pages.
For now,
He has hidden
Depression’s emptiness
And maybe,
Just maybe,
God answers prayers.
CONTEMPLATIVE PRAYER
Sin
Like rain
Drumming
Causes me
To feel
Prayerful
So, with
Veneration
And dragon
Fierceness
I spiritually
Fly
Inside,
Through the
Vastness
Of the galaxy,
Leaving behind
A crowd
Of sorrows
And stars
Begin to
Burn
Beginning
To feel
Dawn dew
Air,
Remembering
Harmless
Paper napkin
Ghosts.
I look
At my
Red heart
Pulse
Encountering
A fountain
Of Jesus’ blood.
I am aware
Of a weak
Force of evil
In rising oceans
And eyes
Like furnace
Doors.
I whisper
A hymn
Like a hex
And watch
Evil being
Locked in a coffin
Not covered
With roses,
And for
Awhile I feel
The pull
Of Divinity
And the
Temptation
Of sin
So I watch
A green sun
On the
Meadow
Of tears
While darkness
Spills
Across
The sky line.
But now,
I move
Into peace
Entering
A serene
City by the sea
As an
Angel
Locks
The door
Of the prison
Of blackness.
I am free.
Biography:
Rick Davis lives in the Logan Square neighborhood of Chicago, Illinois, USA., with his wife. He is a graduate of Northeastern Illinois University, and has completed graduate work at several schools. He has worked in market research, and in several customer service positions.
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